Saturday, February 21, 2009
Hey
Try'na decide Try'na decide
If I really wanna go out tonight
I never used to go out without ya
Not sure I remember how ta
Gonna be late
Gonna be late
But, all my girls don't have to wait 'cause
I dont know if I like my outfit
I tried everything in my closet
Nothin feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Takin them off 'cause I feel a fool
Try'na dress up when Im missin you
Imma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay
With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on
Hey
Gotta be strong gotta be strong but
Im Really hurtin now that you're gone
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping
But I couldnt get past the door and
Now I dont know, now I dont know If Im
Ever really gonna let you go
And I couldnt even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down, torn up about it
Nothin feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Takin them off 'cause I feel a fool
Try'na dress up when Im missin' you
Im'a step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay
With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on('cause I missed you, 'cause I missed you)
With nothing but your T-shirt on(said I missed you ... baby)
Now I dont know, now I dont know If Im
Ever really gonna let you go
And I couldnt even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down, torn up about it
Nothing feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off 'cause I feel a fool
Try'na dress up when Im missin you
Imma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay
Nothing feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off 'cause I feel a fool
Try'na dress up when Im missin you
Imma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay
With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on
nothing but your t-shirt on
ooh let me tell you no
nothing but your t-shirt on
ooh let me tell you no
nothing but your t-shirt on
a while back when i heard this song, (disclaimer- shontelle, t-shirt) i was already addicted to it. but later as i continuously played it to get the lyrics right. (alright i'm odd in the sense i prefer to listen and learn the words rather than look it up on the net. heh.) it hit me, this is the person i've become.
i've never been in a serious relationship. never thought of a relationship meaning more than just because. i mean sure, you like the person, if they reciprocate, you get together and start a relationship. but i think despite it all, i've never really FELT the future. and now i feel trapped.
i'd become the very person i despised. the one who has become semi-dependent on someone else. yes, he's my boyfriend and yes, we've been together for quite awhile. but it strikes me that i have dreams that i want to go after but i don't think i want him there while i'm doing it? how could i tell him something that... selfish? at this point i feel ashamed. because. i dont really know what to do and how to break it to him.
Try'na decide Try'na decide
If I really wanna go out tonight
I never used to go out without ya
Not sure I remember how ta
Gonna be late
Gonna be late
But, all my girls don't have to wait 'cause
I dont know if I like my outfit
I tried everything in my closet
Nothin feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Takin them off 'cause I feel a fool
Try'na dress up when Im missin you
Imma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay
With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on
Hey
Gotta be strong gotta be strong but
Im Really hurtin now that you're gone
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping
But I couldnt get past the door and
Now I dont know, now I dont know If Im
Ever really gonna let you go
And I couldnt even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down, torn up about it
Nothin feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Takin them off 'cause I feel a fool
Try'na dress up when Im missin' you
Im'a step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay
With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on('cause I missed you, 'cause I missed you)
With nothing but your T-shirt on(said I missed you ... baby)
Now I dont know, now I dont know If Im
Ever really gonna let you go
And I couldnt even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down, torn up about it
Nothing feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off 'cause I feel a fool
Try'na dress up when Im missin you
Imma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay
Nothing feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off 'cause I feel a fool
Try'na dress up when Im missin you
Imma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay
With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on
nothing but your t-shirt on
ooh let me tell you no
nothing but your t-shirt on
ooh let me tell you no
nothing but your t-shirt on
a while back when i heard this song, (disclaimer- shontelle, t-shirt) i was already addicted to it. but later as i continuously played it to get the lyrics right. (alright i'm odd in the sense i prefer to listen and learn the words rather than look it up on the net. heh.) it hit me, this is the person i've become.
i've never been in a serious relationship. never thought of a relationship meaning more than just because. i mean sure, you like the person, if they reciprocate, you get together and start a relationship. but i think despite it all, i've never really FELT the future. and now i feel trapped.
i'd become the very person i despised. the one who has become semi-dependent on someone else. yes, he's my boyfriend and yes, we've been together for quite awhile. but it strikes me that i have dreams that i want to go after but i don't think i want him there while i'm doing it? how could i tell him something that... selfish? at this point i feel ashamed. because. i dont really know what to do and how to break it to him.
what we could have been, 9:25 pm.
